Monday, January 31, 2005
bad day..i suppose..
sck was fine..tot he didn came sck...as usual he pop out suddenly..
mi n him did tok.. ya..tok..we tok..
but things will not b the same again.. i was thinkin if i shld hav say it that time.. or shld i save it to after Chinese New Year..my heart cant wait to get that xcitment out of me?
was walking with him n my fren after school.. i wonder will any conversation start between us... ya it did..sum how.. indirectly bahx?
he ask my fren sum stuff...which i dun deny..i was jealous.. i m jealous..hope this doesnt affect my frenship with that fren of mine....
how i hope i didn heard it.. cus it was sum how quite painful for mi.. i hav to accept it..cus it is part of one life..
he? today gt to see the childish part of him.. during morning assembly.. hahax...
but my mind was still thinkin abt that.. i really dun mind if we cant b *u koe*..at least we can b fren rite.. i koe..we did tok after that day..but we cant go back to wad we r in the hols rite..
i was thinkin.. if i hav make de right choice of tellin him.......haix
anyway..may god bless mi, him, my fren, my band n my family...
yipeeS-
